Re: "Dear diary"
Posted: Mon Jan 26, 2015 6:29 pm
Dear diary, Sunday was when my family had what should I call as the emotional moment.
It was started at the Sunday morning that, by my grandmother speaking on phone, his condition worsened. He has been in this stroke condition for almost two years, starting from inability to walk and eventually inability to move. It reached its climax as me and my family were on our way to his house and my grandmother spoke to my father that he has passed away. We were emotionally torn apart, including myself except for the fact that I am unable to cry; my heart did. I knew that with his worsening condition, it was just a waiting game.
The last thing that I do is to make sure that my memories with him are always etched and that he apologizes me for all my mistakes to him. It was definitely an emotional rollercoaster for my family, and not even a tear was dropped from my side even though I wanted to.
It was started at the Sunday morning that, by my grandmother speaking on phone, his condition worsened. He has been in this stroke condition for almost two years, starting from inability to walk and eventually inability to move. It reached its climax as me and my family were on our way to his house and my grandmother spoke to my father that he has passed away. We were emotionally torn apart, including myself except for the fact that I am unable to cry; my heart did. I knew that with his worsening condition, it was just a waiting game.
The last thing that I do is to make sure that my memories with him are always etched and that he apologizes me for all my mistakes to him. It was definitely an emotional rollercoaster for my family, and not even a tear was dropped from my side even though I wanted to.