Mad Dan wrote:you were maybe mainly inspired quite often lately
Well, I indeed have lately released tracks, on which have taken more or less impact from others' tracks, more often than normally. And by normal I refer to how I released these ordinary tracks in 2011. Back then I mostly released tracks that were very much following my own styles and only sometimes released tracks that were affected by others. The reason why I am declaring that year as a normal trackmaking time for myself is that after making Tarkus I felt that I were struggling heavily every time I tried to make an ordinary track and I had lack of motivation at that time (with an exception at the time of release of GR v1.20). In the 18 months between Tarkus and Maorgarnn I managed to release only 2 ordinary cirs and 1 stc that were made fully by me
and two cirs that were WIPs abandoned by Sergey and Pahkasika, and even in the latter case most of the work was done in Summer 2011!
Although I did struggle with trackmaking for quite a long time, it didn't mean that I would have got less ideas for tracks at that time. I just weren't able realise most of them. Now when I have again got in a good flow in trackmaking I'm first trying to realise the ideas that I got in those harder times, the ones that I still remember from that time. For these kind of tracks that take more or less impact from others' tracks I usually get ideas, when I'm racing on tracks that I like. And for those tracks that follow mainly my own styles I get ideas, when I'm spending time outside GeneRally. I obviously remember better those ideas that come, when I'm racing on tracks, on which I race regularly, than those ideas that come from something that I maybe see only once or come out from nothing, so that there's nothing that would later remind about the thing that gave me the idea. I first want to realise more these ideas that have stayed a long time in my mind and after that move on more with newer ideas. That's why I have made what I have made lately.
So, Allen Park, England and Marianne, these all have been based on ideas that have been on my mind for a longer time. Also making of Irungattukottai has been in my mind for over 1,5 years already. And I have an idea of making something inspired by A&D's Japparee and Dragon's Mixon, but that kind of track leaves a lot room for very own solutions. I also might have someting else in my mind, which I don't remember just now. But I'm sure that I will end going more towards tracks that are made very much in my own styles once I've got my mind enough empty of these older ideas, so that there's more room for new ones to step in
Well, that ended up being quite a long message. I maybe got a bit too excited about analysing my trackmaking
This wasn't actually aimed to you Dan, although I quoted you here, but more to anybody who might be interested in reading what has leaded me into making what I have made lately. I hope that at least someone was interested in reading what I wrote. I surely would be interested to read some deeper analysis from those, who have already made tracks for a little longer time, about their trackmaking, trackmaking history, why they are making what they are making and so on... like, for example, Tuomo once did
here
I hope that there isn't too much writing/grammar mistakes, I'm too lazy to read through this now and I really should go to sleep.
PS. One interesting fact to the end: when I released Tarkus, I really, really thought that it would be my last track. I had lack of motivation and struggled already when making it. It felt so difficult to make at some phases that I thought I would quit after getting that track released. Well, in the reality it didn't go quite that way...